I know what comes to your mind first, you may think that the word "sorry" is not applying now. BUT seriously I'm sorry for what I've put you guys through, each and everyone of my friends and enemies.
I'm still learning to be a better person, learning to be more mature and STILL learning to be a better friend. Perhaps sometimes what I've said might trigger your anger and pissed you off to the very extend that you feel like killing me but let me be honest, you can confront me anytime. I will not run away from my mistakes and I will not deny.
If I have done anything wrong, seriously just tell me. I'll see what I can do with my mistakes and see what I can do to make it up to you, but you have to know I'm just an ordinary human being just like anyone of you. Everyone make mistakes including yourself. I don't mind what you've done to me, as I also understand that you are also a human. Honesty is what I prefer these days as it will not make matters worse and instead will make it less complicated.
I am very thankful for those who were willing to tell me what my mistakes are and helped me walked through it together. Friends or enemies are no longer the point anymore in my life. I may be a jerk most of the time, but I can also be someone who can help you out. Please remember that.
As for why the sudden emerge of this topic, it is because of stressful assignments, tests and presentations all due next week. Sometimes when I'm too stress, I will tell out my inner feelings.
Saturday, May 1, 2010
Sunday, April 18, 2010
godsister
The truth about my lie
sorry for my english lol. The truth is why i lie cuz there ppl backstab me n i duno who they are. n facebook is best place to lie mostly i think is my online friend trying to kick me out of the clan cuz they jealus of me getting vote for leadership. so i think lie is best way so that day was last year holiday i think of making fake account to just simply fool every1 i put same password for all 6 account to make it easy to hack i naver put short pw b4 in my life usual my password was very long there ppl who know that ethan, brian this 2 person who know. why i did it cuz of ppl backstab me n i dont like it i know that if i lie i need to risk every1 of my friend 1 big lie can solve my problem to be honest i dont want a leadership but the boss choose me. after the hacker hack me this is part when all the good n bad show up i got kick out of the clan cuz of my 1 big lie this is time when i can see everything the people who try to steal my leadership n there ppl who trying to help me n today these who is still loyal to me get to stay n these who has backstab me n blackmail me out u go. of cuz i cant get leadership anymore n there will be reward to these who are still loyal to the clan leader n i. i apologise to ppl who i lie to.. i been in this game for 5 year already... i naver do anything wrong i been loyal to the clan i m cleaning the house n change forum n password pls get more info from senior member ur viceprisident Red Cometz
Wednesday, April 14, 2010
a dates with my ex?
i duno what i am doing but hangin out with my ex girlfriend should i do it or not? that Up to me i post it soon by sat or sunday.
runescape.
i has played this game for 5 year... n i m level 101 that is kind of very slow already n pls my pal at rs pls read this monday to fri busy!!!! only sat n sunday! pls dont SPAM SPAM SPAM my email like cum now! online, let go war! pls contact me at sat n sunday i not like u guy can play everyday. n pls some of u... do u know what cum? check google! n pls has repect for ur leader! n apologise to all clan member... as a leader i lie.. pls give me second chance in past i did some good thing right? this is 1st big long lie. n i very sorry.
TODAY!!
In just three days, the Lord has showed me the importance of family, friendship, knowing Him as Lord and Saviour and seriously, the third one - He has shown me so many things through these past few days and I owe it all to Him and Him alone. Definitely Phil 4:13 helped me so much =)
Saturday, February 6, 2010
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